There always seems to be that one kid, usually with a group of friends, at every show. It's not even a cute kid, but an unfortunate looking one. There are some people who I seriously believe have never even considered the concept of rhythm in their life. You know that one awkward kid in school who says things that causes everyone around him to get silent and quickly change the subject? Well, I've seen that kid...only instead of saying things at the wrong time, he conveys the awkward through his loose idea of two stepping which looks way more like Russian sailor dancing.

I'm taking a law class at unl april 10th. My teacher nominated me. Only sixteen people from our school get to go. I'm so excited I can't even speak.

I got a scholarship to this summer's debate camp.
NIT- 3rd place

The littlest things are tearing me apart. Like canceling my relationship on facebook.
He can't hold my whole world up, but he was my world. What happens when he breaks?

Knowing he's hurting too should give me hope and make me realize he cares, but it's only making me wonder what I will do when he, the strongest person I know, can't do it.

I'm done.

staticcultist: i've managed to fall in love with someone who seems to strive to find new, more clever ways to skewer me every time we talk

I have way too many commitments. I'm not trying to say that I'm expected of too much, but I don't know if I can handle this.
I already quit one thing, and I'm supposed to have an equivalent, but I know I won't do anything.
I can't give up every saturday this year to wake up at 4am and be out of town, bored and nervous, until midnight.
I want to pack things in this year, but are these extra things really worth it?
Admittedly, my classes aren't very hard/time consuming, but it all adds up.
What am I going to do when I start taking classes that I struggle in, like Algebra and Geography?
I don't know if I can keep this up, but I don't want to let everyone down.
There is no way to negotiate this even further, I'm stuck.

One thing has gone right lately and I'm trying not to fuck it up, but I have started to become less of myself and more reserved, which isn't always helpful.

Soooooo I really kinda sorta am hungry.
I stole a poster from Revolver in Hollister. It was glossy. And afi related. The end. Marisa is missing and I'm upset. No not Marissa Festa.

I have to pee.

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